Monday, March 22, 2010

I did it on purpose

Yeah that's right! Nearly two months without blogging. Actually, I didn't do it on purpose I just didn't have much to share. Now that I have a smart phone and have been using Twitter, it sort of pacifies my need to write blogs. It's like chewing nicotine gum instead of smoking a real cigarette. Ok, not really, but anyway.

I'm back for now. I wanted to write about the frustration of the unknown. I know that God is in control and that everything will work out, but when you honest to goodness have no freaking clue what you will be doing at the end of the summer, it's kind of scary. I know I will be able to do pretty much anything I want as long as I have the money. That shouldn't be a problem provided I work hard all summer. Also, there are some choices that need to be made now that I just don't what in the world to do with. There are things I want to do, even though I know it probably isn't a good idea. They could wait, but what if I wait too long? Did I miss my chance? Will it ever come by again? I'm sure it will in some form or fashion, but what kind of fun could I have had if I had done it. Anyway, six weeks is all I have left at my Asbury career. It's a bit sad, but refreshing at the same time.

I thought I would have more to say, but for now there is nothing. I am just sitting in Fisher F trying to start on homework, but obviously I didn't make it. Going on spring break also made me realize what cool friends I had. I met a few new people over the course of the week and I'm really satisfied with the people in my group. We all seem to really care about each other and honestly want our relationships to stay healthy. It's really cool. Weak blog, but IDC.