Is it now? Maybe 5 years? How will I know when I am ready? That's a strange question isn't it. Most of the time when we are ready, we don't realize it. We just take a step and it happens. The funny thing about being ready is events happen to us all the time whether we are ready for them or not. After they're done, we have either enjoyed or not enjoyed it. It's that simple.
So why should I ask myself if I am ready or try to prepare myself for something that I will never truly know if I am ready for or not. This blog is probably starting to sound confusing, but again this is a selfish blog and it's more for me to just think out loud. Can you guess what I'm trying to figure out yet?
It's dating. Should I be ready to date now? Am I able to handle it? Am I close enough to God to not let my carnal self taint the relationship? If not, then when will I be? How will I know if I'm ready for that? If I like someone and I could see the potential for marriage should I go for it? Is it too early? Will I be rushing into something? What if I don't do it and then I kick myself for never trying?
So many questions that need answers, and I'm trying to be patient.
